Sighh... Exams real soon ! what to dooooo! I cant wait for them to end. Eid tommorrow. For some reason eid always overwhelms me. Its hard to explain what I mean by that.. So I just wont bother. Work is pretty busy too! I wish I had an easier job, you'd think distributing fliers would be easy, but its not! Id rather have to go to work for 5 fixed hours a week or something like that, but these spread out hours... sometimes I think its just not worth it. Im going to go do my CSC165 assignment now. Bye~

BEING TWENTY - SOMETHING
Someone mailed this to me.


They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis."

It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start
realizing that there are many things about yourself that you
didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and
wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared
because you barely know where you are now.
You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe,
those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't
exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you
have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What
you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and
aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are
as confused as you. You look at your job... and it is not even
close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are
looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to
start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have
gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself
judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you
have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding
things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One
minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and
cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and
scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try
and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that
the past is drifting further and further away, and there is
nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward. You get
your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such
damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet
anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or
maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot
figure out why you are doing this because you know that you
aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start
to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to
look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions
over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics
because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about
loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and
while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like
to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone
reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our
worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole
thing out.

When these are invented for mass use, people will think memento was pretty stupid.

I just created this blog page.
Hopefully will write here often.
Currently am running a pure blog website, but hopefully will update it to a full fledged website.
You know what's stuck in my head right now. That malibu rum commercial, with the guy on the
bicycle saying in a heavy jamaican accent "Man total Gridlock!" That cracked me up! Any of you
seen it?

Okay... That one was just a test.
Well okay... this is my first proper blog here.
Yknwo what's stuck in my head... Its that malibu rum commercial... It was hilarious. There is this Jamaican woman waiting for a bus, when the bus comes, she starts arguing with the bus driver and the bus driver starts to argue back, and before you know it the whole bus is arguing with each other. Then comes the commercial part, I think its something like,"If we had better things to do, we wouldnt have discovered malibu rum" And then before it ends, ... this is the funniest part! ... there is this Jamaican man on a bicycle behind the bus, and he throws his arms up in the air and in his heavy jamaican accent goes' "Oh man! Total Gridlock!"
Now thats what I call a good commercial. You gotta see it to see how funny it is! Itll just make you laugh!
Btw.. If anyone knows where I can download that commercial from, let me know , k ?
Bye for now !

Hmm .. these blog things are hard to work sometimes !